Jun 3, 2012

Lost count

Some of my coursemates back in Uni days are celebrating their wedding anniversaries. I logged on to my fb account today and saw it..and wished them. Happy 4 them. U know..what catches my attention? Some celebrating their 6th year some 5th year. And me? Oh i just got engaged 3days ago! How different each other lives. Oh..

I lost count how many kids they have haha..but most of them have at least 2 already. Im so behind them in term of this hehehe. However, im actually grateful that i've done what i wanted & finally ready for new chapter in life which will be happening in 2months...argh! So many things need to do.

But im happy!!! Yeehaa!!

Jun 2, 2012

Fair

How many times we keep saying that Allah is fair? Many times. When we said He isn't fair, that means there is something wrong wt ourselves.

Its funny sometimes. N im saying coz I realized He opened my eyes, He protects the innocents & those who patience. The people that used to laugh, mock & teases me before are still not goin anywhere wt their life. They're the one who being left behind.

This is why we shouldnt 'bongkak & riak' wt what we have coz Allah can take back what He gave u. Janganlah membangga diri & berjalan sombong di muka bumi Allah.

Ayat td ada disebut didalam al-quran. Nda igt surah mana. Makanya bila kita diuji, bersabarlah. Sabar itu separuh dr iman.(

E-day

Last 31st may, Alhamdulillah i became someone's fiance. Happy n blessed. I learnt the long n hard way knowing that love, is only meaningful when u love him bcoz of Allah. Ur life is blessed n u feel content n grateful.

To others that haven't find their happiness, always choose n love Allah than anyone else. The biggest mistake women made is when they started to love someone, they put him 1st than Allah. Love, money, looks n rank does not guarantee ur happiness.

Choose a man that can guide, lead & hv religous knowledge in Islam. Someone who love Allah & set a good muslim example.

Islam is the way of life. Ur job, relationships, studies, finance etc all under the way of Islam and not the other way around. The guidance of Quran n Sunnah of prophet Muhammad.

There is no such thing as true love wins it all. It is only right if ur true love is to Allah not ur man or other stuff.

When u defy Allah, u wont hv blessing in ur life & in what u do.

My best advice 4 my friends n readers & also a reminder to myself, is to remember that life in this world is only temporary. Its like a time between ur solat fardhu. All actions n intentions will be evaluated & given punishment or rewards. No one will be able to escape a single thing.

Remember, no one can save u except ur amal during the judgement day.

May 27, 2012

May 26, 2012

Fashion confession

Assalamualaikum & hullo,

Today is my first relax & rest saturday ever since my family and I came back from umrah. Hokey..ever since I came back, I have this weird feeling..a determination? erm..just feel 'terpanggil' to do it. Ahh..a few things to improve myself as muslimah. Willingly not because I have to.

Anyhow, back to main topic. My life priority change. My preference change. And so does my sense of style. I found myself today, as I was trying to pick what clothes to wear for a day out with mr.romantic, lack of suitable clothes to wear. Because I'm not fully wearing hijab before, my wardobe full with short sleeves t-shirt, shorts and other not covering aurat clothes. Therefore, I am de-cluttering my wardrobe.

And even though I might be not so fashionable, can I comment on the muslimah fashion in Malaysia? It seems like we're falling behind on other Islamic countries. My current obsession is surfing and browsing in the internet the latest muslimah fashion from other countries, and they are good. Really. What I found in local boutiques and stores are so boring and 'makcik-makcik' type. Isk.

It motivates & drives me to look good like them. I mean, I found a lot of muslimah fashionista out there, and they're so gorgeous hehe. Though, I still don't like too much sense of style, I prefer modesty.

Natasha Hudson. Recently coming out wearing hijab. She looks even prettier. I like her.

    Nice skirt. Hijab House Australia. Wish they have in here.

Jakarta Fashion Week 2012. Love it.

May 24, 2012

Saat ini

Saat ini jam menunjukkan 4.29pg. Sy masih berjaga. Oleh kerana mau menulis 'full paper' utk presentation master di kl hujung tahun ini. Dateline mcm hjg bulan, tp kena diserahkn minggu ini jg utk diperiksa MD kami & dihantar ke hq jepun utk diperiksa & tapis.

Sy tertidur sbnrnya pkl 10 mlm td slpas mkn ubat selesema & demam adik sy huhu. Nasib dikejutkn oleh Jane, anak kucing kesayangan kami. Badan sgt mahu berehat tp minda mengatakan belum lg, selesai kerja dulu. Kononnya mau selesaikn malam ni jg, tp fikiran buntu.

Td jam4 sbnrnya sda mau tdur, tp kerana takut terlajak subuh, tahan mata smp skrg. Msh sempat window shopping di internet hehe.

Kblkangan ini sy sgt stress. Smp mahu menangis. Tp sy tahan sj, byk2 ingatkn Allah. Sy memikirkan, pelangi timbul selepas hujan panas. Ya Allah berilah aku kekuatan.

Suda lama kita nda jmp kan shukri? InsyaAllah sabtu ini ada kelapangan sedikit. Sabarlah. Allah bersama org yg sabar.

May 23, 2012

40 rules of love quote

Amidst my hectic life, unstable health & all the recent changes & things that about to come..

" Try not to resist the changes that come to your way. Instead let life live through you. And do not worry that your life turning upside down. How do you know that the side you are used to is better than the one to come? "

Something nice to ponder..

May 1, 2012

Sakit Tekak lagi

Assalamualaikum semua,

Sangat lama tidak menulis di blog ini. Sejujurnya sy kesempitan masa. Buat masa ini, 24 jam sehari tidak cukup hoho. It's ok, for now i'll update what i can.

Sy sebenarnya byk menulis di blog sy yg baru. Blog tersebut 'private' kerana byk kandungannya belum sesuai dikongsi utk semua buat masa ini. Lg pula sy cuba mengasingkan blog peribadi dgn blog komuniti. Masih belum berjaya setakat ini. Sgt sukar dgn masa yg ada.

Sy pulang ke kampung bersama adik2 sy pd sabtu lepas. Oleh kerana kami akan berangkat ke Jeddah sabtu ini, maka hujung minggu ini kami mengadakan kenduri ksyukuran & doa selamat utk keberangkatan pergi & kembali keluarga kami ke sana. Semua ahli keluarga sy berangkat jg termasuk 7org lagi saudara mara yg lain yg turut serta. Doakan kami selamat.

Besok sy & adik akan pulang ke KK, kerja lagi sehingga jumaat ini. Syukur hal grill rumah selesai. Jg hal2 yg lain. Selebihnya disambung apabila kembali kelak.

Sejujurnya sy sudah tidak sabar untuk berangkat pergi. Panggilan sudah sampai utk saya. Siapa yg sangka, sy yang gila2 dahulu sudah berubah sama sekali. Sy sangat gembira, tenang & pasti dengan apa yg sy mahu dlm hidup. Sebelum ini sy msh tercari2. Sekarang tidak lg. Inilah yg sy mahu. Jiwa tidak kosong.

Sy masih lg batuk2 & sakit kerongkong. Semoga boleh sembuh sblm berangkat. Hati saya seakan bukan disini lg. Sudah separuh melayang ke tanah suci. Anehnya, waktu mula2 dulu gementar & risau bukan main. Tapi sekarang sy redha. Tenang sekali.

Benar, manusia berubah dengan peralihan masa. Semakin umur meningkat menginjak ke tahap tertentu, keutamaan hidup juga berubah. Kalau masa dulu  muda, bujang & bebas, mahu mengembara melihat dunia, merasai pengalaman sendiri. Tapi sekarang sudah berubah. InsyaAllah ke arah lebih baik.

Kalau dulu sy benci belajar bahasa arab di sekolah sbbnya selalu gagal. Sekarang sy mahu & suka kalau dpt belajar bhs arab. Dpt mengerti bacaan al-quran, bhs yg indah.

okla, melalut sudah. Sy akan membangunkan blog baru berbentuk keagamaan. tapi skrg tidak lapang. jd book domain shj dulu. anyhow, akan sy kongsi bila sudah ada isi huhu.

Apr 17, 2012

Stagnant is not good

In my opinion, in our life we cant be too comfortable. Why? It will mostly put us in a stagnant condition. Stagnant my friend, is not good. It prevent u from moving fwd n improve urself hence ur life.

However, stagnant in ibadah is totally the opposite thing. We called it istiqamah. It is necessary.

Kalau hidup kita mula berubah atau kita mau berubah ke arah kebaikan, biasa mmg kita akan dgr kata2 sinis & sindiran drpda org sekeliling. Org mcm ni mungkin cenderung berfikiran negatif & mungkin jg cemburu dgn kita. Kenapa? Sebab hidupnya tiada peningkatan. Org2 mcm ni kita hanya boleh doakan semoga dia berubah & jmp sinar hidayah.

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